Shinedown ‘If You Only Knew’
I leave for Vegas soon, and it seems like everyone is on the move. I’ll only be gone for four days, not sixty-six. Just when I get used to something, spoiled by the ideas I have, it’s gone. I’m just wondering now if he’s going to be in the same mindset when returning. I have no doubt I will–even if it’s not what it has been before, I have waited patiently my entire life for the men I put in my life to come back safely. Some of them didn’t, some of them never called, some of them fucked their debate team leader back at college, some of them dumped me at the Starbucks after a whirlwind romance. I am constant though, and I am still here, and I can’t wait to start waiting again. Make sense? Not to me either. I am trying not to get ahead of myself and be coy but I’m helpless again. At the end of every day I will watch the countdown grow smaller and just see what happens next.
