Theory of a Deadman ‘Out of My Head’

I want to fast forward. Im already over next month (and maybe even the month after) and it hasn’t even started yet. I foresee a lot of frustrating nights. I am not patient with myself or my own thoughts, always jumping to conclusions, but I have infinite patience with anyone else, so long as its worth my time. I am feeling a little anxious now wondering if my perception is skewed or right on track, because my first reaction is to start the clock and wait. I’m willing to do it.

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