Aerosmith ‘Jaded’
I was up until 4am and I realized I was in trouble…smiling like an idiot and bummed when I finally had to go to bed.
My boss says if it important enough, I should make someone come to me. He said I’m too nice to do the chase myself. I just want to put it on record that he thought I was nice. Seriously.
If I died tomorrow I wouldn’t have many regrets so why change my m.o.? I am anxious and romantic and that’s got to be the worst combination, but I’m doing well keeping it all to myself so it shouldn’t affect any…now I don’t even know what to call it…any relationship in any sense of the word. Right now I just want to get on a plane. I’m not running from any problems because I am stuck with myself and the mess floating around in my head, and I am always genuine with everyone no matter what I feel.
